What an excellent answer above. Don't be too worried (OK you probably still will be, but not forever) about your odd thoughts. Nearly everyone in the world has such 'unusual' thoughts at times that they could think of themselves as going round the bend if they worried about it too much.
For evidence try getting the real truth from people who like nearly all of us rarely speak it about such a subject. Who would want to admit it?
You're obviously feeling nervous and a bit exposed to the dangers of the world. That again is perfectly normal and any 16 year old or anyone else who doesn't have feelings like that at times is a superman immortal from a comic book or a sci-fi film.
We've all been 16 who are now past that and well past 16 it is good to be.
It's a rotten age for feeling insecure and unpopular, not having the same assets that others have, being generally no good at anything compared to the ideals of the heroic warriors and sports and film personalities that give us a false idea of what is a reasonable expectation for our own achievements.
However you do have some notable advantages over some other people.
You have more use of your hands than I do and many other people do.
You obviously have a sensitivity and an awareness that let you see and feel more than those without such good development.
That's a two-edged sword however and can be difficult to deal with.
Any psychiatrist will tell you that some people are only sane because they are too unaware of what is happening to them and their lives for it to matter to them or too thick to understand it.
That fine line between genius and insanity is a long way from those people.
Intelligence has it's drawbacks in the real world we share with other people.
Toughness is the solution, and it takes a while to develop. Some never get it.
One of my daughters has very bad hay fever but she gets involved in a lot of things. She teaches, is the local traditional dance champion, and went to Camp America to teach American youngsters about the great outdoors...navigating, kayaking, climbing, archery....and because of the appalling standards of knowledge she found in those children she set up an evening school as well.
An American on here yesterday actually asked "Which State is Hong Kong in?"
She went sea kayaking in the Cook Islands in the South Pacific for a month and climbed Sydney Harbour bridge in a thunderstorm in an organised group, backpacked around Australia alone and crossed the central desert. Hay fever didn't stop her.
Another daughter is in a wheel chair after a spinal injury and three years in Stoke Mandeville Hospital in Buckinghamshire, a specialist spinal injuries unit and one of the best in the world..
She plays wheelchair basketbsall in a national league team and goes cycle camping in mountains...Snowdonia and Scotland.....using a hand cycle and sets up the tent herself which she carries in a trailer behind the bike which also carries a collapsable wheelchair, clothing, food and stove etc, and she has a full time job in computer programming.
Our third daughter was treated for eight years for epilepsy which was falsely diagnosed and suffered miserably from the 'profressional' help she had. The real problem eventually got sorted.
She now has a fine and successfull family.
I went away to care for my sick Mother for five weeks and the local newspaper reported me missing, presumed dead by suicide, such were the problems we had and well known in a small community.
I returned to find my bank account had been placed in the archives.
I had been using another account in the town I come from. The police had my mother's number but said it didn't exist as they had tried several times to phone her with the same 'no such number' response.
The number was perfectly correct.
You couldn't believe some of what this world does to people.
We live still and (almost) prosper, as most do and laugh at the world.
Thousands more people with physical or emotional problems large and small lead happy lives and full ones.
So be kind to yourself and laugh off worry. Every little helps.
For evidence...see the world around you. It's a great place in spite of the set-backs.
When I joined the Army my school mates laughed their guts out and said I'd be dead in a week....old beanpole boffin in the Army?
Hahahahahahaha......
Three months later six sports medals including a Nijmegan Cross got me some changed looks and a few pints in the local.
Be happy. It works.